New Guy, New Story

well, Im kinda over Wes, I really really really really like this guy, Jahmal....
but my mom is being such a butt about it...she says oh I want to see you happy
..but the thing is forbidding her to date the one she likes is forbidding her happiness
am I right?
This is all so frustratingly uncool and I'd like to give her a nice slap however, I'm not, but I really haven't smiled since saturday....and that really bugs me
She has no right to do that, and yes she is my mother but no! she cant be gone all my life and then expect to walk back in it and demand and forbid she's truly killing my slowly....
I'm Going Numb!
no show of emotion anymore I love to smile! jahmal said he thought the best feature about me was my SMILE....it's kinda gone now.....and I know I really shouldnt let this bother me but it does so I'm signing off till next month
ha
Happy Holidays!


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